My "he"asked me why I write in past tense,
That's because I don't have these problems with him.
This is compilation of my deeepest thoughts, my shallowest thoughts, my life, and my enlightenment.
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Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Just Another 24...
He knows I love this song...
He says I never write about him,
But that's because he's perfect.
And perfect has never been what I write about.
I write to soothe nervous energy.
And to mend my broken heart,
And I write to solve unanswered questions.
We've been through our fair share of ups and downs,
And there will be more.
But he's never forced me to go at that alone.
He's held my hand and helped me through every mistake I ever made,
And I can say that of not many else.
I could never imagine life without him.
Because living wouldn't be living without you.
And it takes every part of me
To not want to share my every waking breath with him.
But we must go through our monotonous day-to-day knowing,
That when we get home and get under the covers.
The warmth we feel won't only be from our hearts,
But from our bodies snuggling close to each other.
"Just a sunny day, without you...
Just another 24 that passes by."
-Brandy
Even after food poisoning, I can say this was one of the most memorable weekends of my life,
Because ever time I looked past my shoulder,
You were there.
He says I never write about him,
But that's because he's perfect.
And perfect has never been what I write about.
I write to soothe nervous energy.
And to mend my broken heart,
And I write to solve unanswered questions.
We've been through our fair share of ups and downs,
And there will be more.
But he's never forced me to go at that alone.
He's held my hand and helped me through every mistake I ever made,
And I can say that of not many else.
I could never imagine life without him.
Because living wouldn't be living without you.
And it takes every part of me
To not want to share my every waking breath with him.
But we must go through our monotonous day-to-day knowing,
That when we get home and get under the covers.
The warmth we feel won't only be from our hearts,
But from our bodies snuggling close to each other.
"Just a sunny day, without you...
Just another 24 that passes by."
-Brandy
Even after food poisoning, I can say this was one of the most memorable weekends of my life,
Because ever time I looked past my shoulder,
You were there.
Love & My Life
But one day my secret follower asked me, "Why don't you ever write about us?"
Its not because I don't love how the light hits his face, or how his face is warm like a baby and he toots his booty in the air when he's sleep, but its for the same reason that I don't invite him every time I go out with my friends:
Because this blog is my own.
Everything I write at some point can be a reflection of him, because he is a part of me, and I of him.
So your influence doesn't need to be as tangible as a story about you, as should you know every time I write, I have you in my heart and mind.
Just know that this morning you changed my life when you grabbed both sides of my face,
While I wore blue scrubs, and no makeup, and hair that flew to the graces of the wind,
And peered through my eyes, into my soul, inside my heart,
And said with your first waking breaths,
Shortly after you rose,
"You are so beautiful"...not to me, not in my opinion, but period.
That I was his urban beauty in a concrete city,
Filled of dreams in broken glass.
And I floated on a cloud of love for the rest of the day...
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